Monday, April 19, 2010

Stupid F*ing Hormones!

I'm not feeling very chatty. Just pissed.

I felt everything that pointed to pregnancy. EVERYTHING! Even the freakin' brown implantation bleeding which I've never seen before, ever.

And now my stupid period appears to be here.

I was so hopeful. There were 35 million sperm! 35 million! 3x better than we've ever had.

I don't want to go back to cynical. I want to be able to stay hopeful. But right now I'm just really sad. Sad for me, and sad for Mr. P. He puts this all on himself, and I just hate that. I just hate this whole damn thing.
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5 comments:

  1. JulieApril 19, 2010 at 10:24 PM

    That sucks. I'm sorry.

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  2. KristenApril 20, 2010 at 12:01 AM

    HUGS!!!! I am so sorry. I gave myself a few days, Dr. Pepper and ice cream to get over the cynicism.

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  3. AnonymousApril 20, 2010 at 12:33 AM

    I am so sorry. I am sending you big warm hugs!

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  4. MichelleApril 20, 2010 at 10:04 AM

    Yuck.. IF seriously bites. *hugs*

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  5. CandyGirlApril 20, 2010 at 7:32 PM

    My hubby blamed himself every time too. Makes it that much harder to cry and bitch if they think it's aimed at them - even when it isn't. :(

    I am so sorry it didn't work this time.

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